Roses

August 18th, 2005

Roses are black
Your face is blue
I put poison in the water
I hope it kills you 

Goodbye

August 13th, 2005

Under it all it’s me
I’m hidden behind these lies
Nobody can see
The pain behind my eyes
Maybe they’re blind
No one can see
All of this pain
It’s killing me
Locked up in these chains
So much like a web of lies
Not knowing how to be free
Knowing someday everyone dies
Lost in the pain
It’s out of control
I’m losing my sain
Goodbye to my soul

Rest In Peace

August 15th, 2025

I don’t understand what love means
If not in sickness and in health
I spent years prioritizing you
And your needs above myself
But what is love if not the person
You can count on when you’re in distress
But you told me you were busy
And I could handle it myself
Your game was more important
Because it had just been released
As I called from blocks away
Wondering if I needed the police
And I couldn’t get past that moment
I was rear ended running an errand for you
Years later I find out that you’re gone forever
These moments neither of us can go back to