August 13th, 2005
Under it all it’s me
I’m hidden behind these lies
Nobody can see
The pain behind my eyes
Maybe they’re blind
No one can see
All of this pain
It’s killing me
Locked up in these chains
So much like a web of lies
Not knowing how to be free
Knowing someday everyone dies
Lost in the pain
It’s out of control
I’m losing my sain
Goodbye to my soul
July 25th, 2005
Sun can remove shade
I learned the easy way
Dreams can fade
I learned the hard way
July 25th, 2005
*Trigger Warning (Self Harm)*
Pain, pain, just go away
You’re haunting me every day
Agony with a twist
Worse than when you cut your wrist
Separation is a lie
Feelings, feelings, say goodbye
Hollowness in my head
Venom kiss in my bed
Touch of death, I’m going to scream
Can’t stand working with a team
Trapped in my room, stuck in the mess
Screaming over stupid stress
For a while the pain is gone
For a while it’s all done
With a scream it all comes back
This time I’ve decided to attack
As the blood flows I’m not surprised
Never again will I open my eyes