March 7th, 2026
It’s been a while
Since I went somewhere to write
I’m going through the motions
Fawn, freeze, fight, and flight
When I think that I’ll be okay
I start to lose my sh*t
I saw a future with someone who left
That’s not something I can forget
When things become too real
People run away
Stuck in this pattern
No one ever stays
But I will keep trying
I refuse to concede
I know that I’m worth it
One day someone won’t leave
March 3rd, 2026
The flowers still aren’t dead
And it’s f*cking with my head
The timing doesn’t make sense
“I love you” left me in suspense
There’s tightness in my chest
But I would expect nothing less
It shows that I still care
Even if you won’t be there
The lips that pulled away
The memories all replay
It had only been 11 days
Since you gifted me the bouquet
Note: Here comes more writing about short lived relationships. This seems fitting to post today, since today would have been our one year anniversary.
February 24th, 2026
I’m worth more than a game
Is it time to hit escape?