2005

Taking Over Reality

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December 15th, 2005

I slam the door shut
Keep these feelings away from me
It’s scaring me
What I’m becoming

[Chorus:]
I’m insane, are these normal feelings
I’m crazy, delusional
But it’s not a dream, reality
Destiny is calling me

Kinda crazy when you think about it
I’m falling into this empty pit
Catch me
Before it’s too late

I’ve already fallen too deep to be saved
I’m not sure but my dreams have taken over – reality

[Chorus:]
I’m insane, are these normal feelings
I’m crazy, delusional
But it’s not a dream, reality
Destiny is calling me

Lock the door and throw away the key
These feelings are sinking me
So lost in these daydreams
Everything’s not what it seems

Why’s life doing this to me
Dreams taking over reality
Sink me in the sea of death
Now it’s gone, nothing left

[Chorus:]
I’m insane, are these normal feelings
I’m crazy, delusional
But it’s not a dream, reality
Destiny is calling me

 

2005 (10)

Invisibility

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October 24th, 2005

It’s nothing you can see
Invisible to all but me
It’s something only I can feel
So let me go, what’s the big deal

[Chorus:]
Invisibility, the pain they can’t see
It’s invisible to all but me
It hurts so bad, feels so real
Just let me go like it’s no big deal

You hurt me, left a scar
Took the pain way too far
Time seems to run out way too fast
You left me in the shadows of your past

[Chorus:]
Invisibility, the pain they can’t see
It’s invisible to all but me
It hurts so bad, feels so real
Just let me go like it’s no big deal

So invisible, so worthless
So I lived my life just for this
So empty, so heartless
So you had to go and start this

[Chorus:]
Invisibility, the pain they can’t see
It’s invisible to all but me
It hurts so bad, feels so real
Just let me go like it’s no big deal

Just let me go – what’s the big deal?

 

2005

Taking Over Me

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September 29th, 2005

I’ll give you my answer when you make me see
Why I should forgive you for messing with me
I thought I could trust you all along
Until the trust broke, and hate made me write this song

[Chorus:]
I really thought you were the one, the one for me
But now that we are finally done, I can actually see
That I was blinded by the love, and dumb to not see
That all your lies were taking over me

Forgive and forget is what you want me to do
I’d have to be crazy to forgive you
You thought it was funny to break my heart
You thought it was funny to watch me fall apart
You thought I would never see
That all this time you were so wrong for me

[Chorus:]
I really thought you were the one, the one for me
But now that we are finally done, I can actually see
That I was blinded by the love, and dumb to not see
That all your lies were taking over me

It used to be I was nothing to you and you were everything to me
Now you’re nothing to me, yet I’m everything to you
Why don’t you remember the past, just try to see
Then forget about the part where you thought you loved me

[Chorus:]
I really thought you were the one, the one for me
But now that we are finally done, I can actually see
That I was blinded by the love, and dumb to not see
That all your lies were taking over me

Forget the past and all that I said
Forget all the memories in your head
Once you forget, maybe you’ll see
You never really had any feelings for me

[Chorus:]
I really thought you were the one, the one for me
But now that we are finally done, I can actually see
That I was blinded by the love, and dumb to not see
That all your lies were taking over me

 

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