Pain

Pain

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July 25th, 2005

*Trigger Warning (Self Harm)*

Pain, pain, just go away
You’re haunting me every day
Agony with a twist
Worse than when you cut your wrist
Separation is a lie
Feelings, feelings, say goodbye
Hollowness in my head
Venom kiss in my bed
Touch of death, I’m going to scream
Can’t stand working with a team
Trapped in my room, stuck in the mess
Screaming over stupid stress
For a while the pain is gone
For a while it’s all done
With a scream it all comes back
This time I’ve decided to attack
As the blood flows I’m not surprised
Never again will I open my eyes

Home Alone

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June 21st, 2005

It’s hard to think I’ve lost my mind
That now my life can feel so blind
To know you left me in the rain
To have a heart that’s filled with pain
I am lost in a world and it’s like that
They don’t know where I’m currently at
No more smiles from my family
I miss them all but they can’t see
It’s so lonely in the middle of nowhere
I wish I could ask them if they care
I’m on my own and I’m so alone
With no place that I can call my home
My eyes are like clouds that are ready to rain
And this heart of mine has drove me insane

Misunderstood

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January 19th, 2005

You never know when it’s going to happen
But when it does you have no idea what to do
You’re falling down the steps of pain
Though you don’t even have a clue

Oh why did this happen to you
The thought keeps running through your head
Thinking this might be a dream
Yet you aren’t waking up in your bed

Your friends are the ones by your side
When you are ready to talk
But thinking they might turn on you
You’d rather take a walk

Hoping it’ll get better
Misty skies fill the air
Screaming at the top of your lungs
Wishing things would be fair

Turning on life itself will not do you any good
Everyone thinks you’re just misunderstood
Feelings as deep as hell itself
And though you’re falling you aren’t reaching for help