January 29th, 2023
If your intentions were to f*ck with my head
It seems like you’ve succeeded
Asking for reconciliation with me
Only for the past to be repeated
You’re leaving messages unread
Or not doing what you said you would
And I’m losing sleep at night
Hoping that I misunderstood
I told you that I was in bad mental health
And you showed your lack of concern
I didn’t want you to be another lesson
But maybe this time I’ll learn
January 24th, 2023
The euphoria I feel with you
It’s like I am on a high
But then I hit my comedown
And it makes me wonder why
The first time you told me you missed me
I thought you were full of sh*t
But when you whispered it to me
I thought you might have meant it
The signals you give to me
I don’t know when to go
The red light is still on
But do I proceed because you said so
I don’t know what you want from me
Your actions don’t match what you said
That I was getting too comfortable with you
When I think that was you instead
January 21st, 2023
How do I process what happened
When I’m not even sure
Am I falling in love
Last night is still a blur
The way you told me you missed me
The eye contact that we shared
Things felt different than before
As if you almost cared
Doll Poetry 