Pain

July 25th, 2005

*Trigger Warning (Self Harm)*

Pain, pain, just go away
You’re haunting me every day
Agony with a twist
Worse than when you cut your wrist
Separation is a lie
Feelings, feelings, say goodbye
Hollowness in my head
Venom kiss in my bed
Touch of death, I’m going to scream
Can’t stand working with a team
Trapped in my room, stuck in the mess
Screaming over stupid stress
For a while the pain is gone
For a while it’s all done
With a scream it all comes back
This time I’ve decided to attack
As the blood flows I’m not surprised
Never again will I open my eyes

Our Song

July 12th, 2005

I thought I was in love
But I was wrong
Why did I think
That was our song
How do feelings
That were there before
Disappear an hour later
With the slam of a door 

My Heart

January 25th, 2005

I wish I could hide how I really felt
Yet everyone knows without a doubt
It’s like my eyes are clouds about to rain
It’s like I have gone insane

It’s not that I’m in love, I think
It’s only you’re there every time I blink
Although I’m not one of your kind
Will you just make up your mind

My heart skips a beat when I’m in your class
If I see you in the hall I will just pass
I hate when our eyes meet at times
I hate using these stupid rhymes

You make me cry, I have no clue why
You’re a part of my life, this is no lie
Tear drops neither happy nor sad
This heart of mine has drove me mad

Catching rain as it falls to the ground
I left my heart in the lost and found
And when you think there’s nothing left to do
Just remember I fell for you