July 4th, 2005
There’s nothing there to find
After you left me feeling so blind
You thought this love was just a game
And I’ve never been the same
Life is made of love and war
But after love you hurt so sore
Then after tears you lose your mind
Wondering when you became so blind
June 24th, 2005
People can’t see the life that she’s faking
People can’t see her spirit which is breaking
People can’t see the tears she hasn’t cried
People can’t see her soul which has died
June 21st, 2005
It’s hard to think I’ve lost my mind
That now my life can feel so blind
To know you left me in the rain
To have a heart that’s filled with pain
I am lost in a world and it’s like that
They don’t know where I’m currently at
No more smiles from my family
I miss them all but they can’t see
It’s so lonely in the middle of nowhere
I wish I could ask them if they care
I’m on my own and I’m so alone
With no place that I can call my home
My eyes are like clouds that are ready to rain
And this heart of mine has drove me insane