Released

December 22nd, 2025

I whispered to myself
In the crisp March air
“I’m free” through a smile
Pretending not to care
Meeting new people
Buried in distractions
Filling my life to the brim
Only delayed my reaction
Exposure therapy to start
Facing uncomfortable situations
Working on my impulses
And leaving room for interpretation
Between ChatGPT and my therapist
Then my love of writing
Working through the layers
With thoughts and actions uniting
I never finished what I started
Not wanting to face my feelings
But avoidance isn’t a solution
If I want to start healing

Blinded

July 4th, 2005

There’s nothing there to find
After you left me feeling so blind
You thought this love was just a game
And I’ve never been the same
Life is made of love and war
But after love you hurt so sore
Then after tears you lose your mind
Wondering when you became so blind

People

June 24th, 2005

People can’t see the life that she’s faking
People can’t see her spirit which is breaking
People can’t see the tears she hasn’t cried
People can’t see her soul which has died