Secrets

April 25th, 2011

I wonder what you’re thinking
When you look at me
Are you a perfect gentleman
Or are you undressing me
With your eyes
They say a penny for a thought
But are these things that can’t be bought
Am I like the dust you sweep
Under the rug
Expecting company
Keeping me a secret
Or am I not in your thoughts
Do you look right through me
As your eyes burn into me
With someone else in mind

Disguise

April 2nd, 2011

The secrets whisper in the dark
The guiltiness ignites the spark
The smile hiding on your face
The things I wish I could erase
The things I doubt or am not sure
I’m flirting with unknown allure
I’m kissing temptation where no one can see
I’m trying to learn this side of me

Departing

January 30th, 2022

Secrets pile up
Like bottles in the trash
Gaslighting my suspicion
And it hits me like whiplash
Years have gone by
It hasn’t gotten better
But things will never change
After a decade has weathered
Invading my privacy
Because you wanted the truth
Instead of speaking like adults
You chose to sleuth
Complicated is an understatement
You violated my trust
I just want to take off
And hide in my wanderlust