February 25th, 2022
Confused thoughts
But I know what is true
I’m holding it all in
When I know what to do
Just walk away
And close the door
Don’t hold on to a life
That’s not yours anymore
Truth
Departing
January 30th, 2022
Secrets pile up
Like bottles in the trash
Gaslighting my suspicion
And it hits me like whiplash
Years have gone by
It hasn’t gotten better
But things will never change
After a decade has weathered
Invading my privacy
Because you wanted the truth
Instead of speaking like adults
You chose to sleuth
Complicated is an understatement
You violated my trust
I just want to take off
And hide in my wanderlust
Dreaming For Reality
December 13th, 2021
I thought I was past this
But here I am again
Longing for more
And holding it in
I thought I was wiser
But maybe I’m wrong
I still bite my tongue
And pretend to go along
I thought I was content
Now I know it’s not true
I’ll chase some new dreams
Because it’s been overdue