August 13th, 2005
Under it all it’s me
I’m hidden behind these lies
Nobody can see
The pain behind my eyes
Maybe they’re blind
No one can see
All of this pain
It’s killing me
Locked up in these chains
So much like a web of lies
Not knowing how to be free
Knowing someday everyone dies
Lost in the pain
It’s out of control
I’m losing my sain
Goodbye to my soul
December 18th, 2004
I hate life
It treats me really cruel
And everyday
It takes me for a fool
I can’t hide from life
Because it’s right there by my side
And I can’t lie to life
Or it will take my pride
So I can only tell my truth
Yet all I do is sigh
The only thing left to do
Is to ask why?
2003
I wish
I dream
I look
And gleam
I can lie
I can sing
I can dance
I can scream
If I could
I would
If I can
I will
Note: I found more poems from my adolescence, so I’ll be posting my teenage angst for the time being!