Our Conversations

May 2nd, 2008

I know you noticed me
And yes, I noticed you too
We spoke some words today
But more I couldn’t pull through
I miss our conversations
But these words are too hard to speak
And now your words mean nothing
When before they made me weak
I cried some tears today
But no more than one or two
Just because it’s over now
Just because it’s completely through
It really hit me today
But it happened so long ago
And when we pass each other
It’s something nobody would know

2008 1

Phase

April 29th, 2008

I know I’m not
Don’t say I am
I’ll just deny it
I’ll walk away
I know I don’t
So just shut up
And zip your lips
Just keep them shut
I know I haven’t
Don’t say I did
It’s just a crush
There’s nothing more
You see these tears
They’re not for you
I know they’re not
Don’t say they are
I’m not in love
I know I’m not
It’s just a phase
I don’t love you
I know I’m not
It’s just a phase
I haven’t fallen
I don’t love you

2008 9 (6)

Stop Holding Back

February 27th, 2008

You walked with me and held my hand
But didn’t you want to let go
And meeting me wasn’t part of your plan
So what am I to you – please let me know
And if it’s true you really don’t miss me
Why do I feel it when you speak
And the way you said I love you
It made me dizzy and weak
And when I break down
You leave like you don’t care
And I want to be able to move on
But you’re holding me back and it’s not fair
And when I try to walk away
Something in your voice pulls me back
And when you hold me close
It’s like you’re the part of me I lack
And my tears fall again for you
And I want you to fight them away
But then you’re with another girl
And I mean nothing today

2008 4 (2)