2004
This is for the tears
That you made me cry
This is for the time
I screamed out why
This is for the scars
You left on my heart
And how broken I was
When we were apart
This is for the girl
You drove insane
You made me crazy
It’s stuck in my brain
August 14th, 2024
I am who I am
Because they made me this way
How many times
Did I fail to break
Fractured and bruised
They still call me broken
When I tell my story
They call me outspoken
I pick up the pieces
I grow from the pain
I’ve built up the walls
Now they think I’m insane
Protected from the past
It’s not a bad thing
Because I got my power back
From those who left me with nothing
November 14th, 2023
I had my life together
When you asked how I was doing
Why would you do this again
You make my life confusing
[Chorus 1:]
You know what you’re doing
What you’re putting me through
When you walked away
How was that easy for you?
I think I was happy
For eight months you were a ghost
But I still remember
When I wanted you the most
The history I share with you
Remembering the past
I thought I’d never see you again
The feelings my heart recast
[Chorus 1:]
You know what you’re doing
What you’re putting me through
When you walked away
How was that easy for you?
Telling me to look at you
Then all you did was smile
A new feeling of intimacy
I hadn’t felt in a while
I thought things were different
This cycle of insanity
But I will never be enough
To share your life of vanity
[Chorus 1:]
You know what you’re doing
What you’re putting me through
When you walked away
How was that easy for you?
I don’t want to love you
Now is it too late?
I need to address this
Your words hold a weight
Just say something, anything
Tell me to stay
Your silence is deafening
It’s not easy to walk away
[Chorus 2:]
You know what you did
What you put me through
But you don’t respond
How is this easy for you?