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June 21st, 2005

It’s hard to think I’ve lost my mind
That now my life can feel so blind
To know you left me in the rain
To have a heart that’s filled with pain
I am lost in a world and it’s like that
They don’t know where I’m currently at
No more smiles from my family
I miss them all but they can’t see
It’s so lonely in the middle of nowhere
I wish I could ask them if they care
I’m on my own and I’m so alone
With no place that I can call my home
My eyes are like clouds that are ready to rain
And this heart of mine has drove me insane

Middle School

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2004

I thought I escaped them
But now they’re back
This is my home
But they don’t understand
I can’t stand them anymore
And my parents don’t listen
When I want to escape them
And go to my friends
The answer’s always no
So to escape them
I have to go to school
I wouldn’t say it’s worse
But it doesn’t really help
Everyone hates me
That’s middle school for you
One minute you have friends
And the next you don’t
No matter what I do
Where I go
Where I hide
There’s always someone
Watching me
Haunting me
Following me
Telling me to do this
Do that
There’s no easy way out
So I sit here writing 
It helps the pain get out

Myself First

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March 11th, 2024

So many thoughts in my head
But where do I start
The anxiety in my mind
Or the pain in my heart
I’m facing this sober
No more letting it linger
The feelings I bottled up
I only traced with my finger
These two months by myself
I’ve felt so alone
Confined in these walls
That I learned to call home
I’ve been working on myself
Because that is what I need
Because I’m the only one
Who can set myself free
These memories I replay
I won’t let them be my prison
So I’m writing it all
Until every thought has arisen
My mind is so full
It’s going to burst
But I won’t bite my tongue
I’m putting myself first