Letters From My Past

October 17th, 2018

I had read your name
As it fell acrostic
But it was nothing more
Than a cope to my diagnostic
So I rewrote your letters
Now their meaning is gone
But I know it’s still there
Where it was all along
You were so original
And I was rehearsed
So I took a page out of your book
Because you were well versed
I didn’t know what I was doing
I guess I just felt shameless
When I tried to write my feelings
I left those letters nameless
I guess it was never your fault
But these pencils can’t erase the past
And my curiosity will have to rest
With questions never asked

Hoax

October 15th, 2018

What is my plan
Where am I going
I don’t know how to live
In my constant unknowing
Who am I
I don’t know anymore
I live my life in somber
I have nothing to speak for
I broke this image
That I could never wear
An innuendo of myself
That was never really there
I hide my melancholy
But it has only fostered
I don’t know how no one knows
That I’m nothing but an imposter

These Thin Walls

October 10th, 2018

These thin walls
They hear it all
You build them up
To watch them fall
They can’t break in
If I resist
So I will fight
And raise my fists
These thin walls
What do they say
I won’t give in
To the games you play
These thin walls
You’ll never climb
On the other side
I’ll leave you behind