Love Was Not Enough

September 20th, 2006

Why did you lie and hurt me again
Why did I ever let this begin
All I did was give you my heart
But you took the time to break it apart
Why do I believe you when you’re lying
In the end, I end up crying
You’re breaking me, I’m going insane
Loving you causes so much pain
Then when I look into your eyes
I forget my heart and believe your lies
I don’t know why, but I love you
I wished you felt the same way too
Please stop this pain that’s breaking my heart
Why did I ever let this start
We’re drifting further every day
Are you just going to leave me this way
I don’t know what I’m going to do
Was love not enough for you?

Love Was Not Enough (Part II)

2006 (2)

If You Let Me

July 11th, 2006

I really have to confess to you
That if it could, I’d like it to be us two
Things are too complicated, so I cry
This happens so often, why do I even try
I like you a lot, but you just can’t see
And it’s like you’ve taken over me
Every time that you pop into my mind
You make me feel so lost, so blind
Because I really want to let you know
That I don’t ever want to let you go
And is it really that hard for you to see
I would love you if you let me

2006 (1)

Special Nobody

July 9th, 2006

I’m a tangled mess
When it comes to me and you
And with all my worthless feelings
There’s nothing left to do
With a face full of tears
I fall to the floor
And with my screaming and yelling
I want nothing more
I always feel like
I’m invisible to everybody
This whole time
I’ve been waiting for a special nobody
Someone to help me
Escape my destiny
Someone who will save me
From this insanity
For the longest time
I’ve never believed in fate
I’d change my past
But it’s way too late
Sometimes I wish
I’d never met you at all
Sometimes I feel
Like I’m some stupid Doll
And I can’t help
But still feel the way I do
Even though nothing will ever happen
Between me and you
Happily ever after
Is all nothing but lies
Because after the ending
Is when the happiness dies
Without knowing it
I’ve always been waiting for you
Without showing it
I think about all the things you do
Without wanting it
These feelings take over me
And all that’s left over
Is our reality

2006 (4)