My Angel

January 11th, 2025

One year since you’ve been gone
I was trying to plan a visit
Not seeing you one more time
Is something I will always regret
One and a half years
I knew that you were dying
And I said that I don’t
But you had me crying
When I found out
And the day that you died
Two of the last times
That I really cried
11/10 and 1/11
I see the ones in the days
You taught me angel numbers
And I know you’re looking my way
Keeping an eye on me
An angel in the sky
But no matter how much time spent
It was not enough before goodbye

Letting Go

December 1st, 2024

Sitting in the quiet
Nothing but crickets
Thinking about the past
And wondering if I miss it
A moment of peace
Letting my mind go blank
Whenever it’s sink or swim
It never failed I sank
Reflecting on the moment
I waited so long
Anxiety taking over
Wondering was that wrong
The peace has passed
This is retrograde
Time to move forward
From when I was mislaid