December 18th, 2010
No other words to describe it
I still wonder in guilt
I call this confusion
Locked in the walls I built
They’re not coming down
I live life in shame
And the more I start to wonder
The more I feel insane
Nothing’s alright
Nothing’s okay
Why are you still on my mind
Why won’t you go away
I write you off
The words drop from my pen
But after sometime
You’re back once again
October 30th, 2010
We’re too far in
What do I do
I thought that by now
I’d be over you
We deny how we feel
Or maybe I’m alone
Maybe I’ve moved in
But there’s nobody home
What do I do
I’m in too deep
None of these feelings
I want to keep
Do you feel them too
Or are my signs wrong
Has this been in my head
All along?
December 13th, 2021
I thought I was past this
But here I am again
Longing for more
And holding it in
I thought I was wiser
But maybe I’m wrong
I still bite my tongue
And pretend to go along
I thought I was content
Now I know it’s not true
I’ll chase some new dreams
Because it’s been overdue
Doll Poetry 