January 10th, 2025
I should be in bed
But my mind is awake
Replaying the thoughts
That keep me afraid
I built up my walls
I let the cracks form
Then I patch them all up
Before they can build a door
Sleepless
Closing The Window
January 6th, 2025
These actions have me praying for your damnation
You’ve got me contemplating defenestration
The unhinged thoughts that I should never write
Are my coping methods to sleep through the night
Haunted
July 14th, 2024
So many dreams recently
I wish to forget
I’m living a nightmare
In a life of regrets
After my nap yesterday
I’m using a night light again
Held down in my bed
The bad dreams don’t end
Then I woke up in bed
But I was still asleep
A haunted apartment
With things that creep
Pinching my arm
Yelling at myself to wake
And even while resting
I can’t catch a break