Stop Holding Back

February 27th, 2008

You walked with me and held my hand
But didn’t you want to let go
And meeting me wasn’t part of your plan
So what am I to you – please let me know
And if it’s true you really don’t miss me
Why do I feel it when you speak
And the way you said I love you
It made me dizzy and weak
And when I break down
You leave like you don’t care
And I want to be able to move on
But you’re holding me back and it’s not fair
And when I try to walk away
Something in your voice pulls me back
And when you hold me close
It’s like you’re the part of me I lack
And my tears fall again for you
And I want you to fight them away
But then you’re with another girl
And I mean nothing today

2008 4 (2)

Dry On My Skin

January 28th, 2008

You push me away
Then you pull me back in
I can’t get you out of my head
When you’re under my skin
This game that you’re playing
Is so unfair
But as long as you’re happy
I don’t care
Though you’re moving on
And I hold my feelings in
The tears form in my eyes
Then they dry on my skin
You put me back together
Just to rip me apart
And you know what you’re doing
You’re toying with my heart
And why you’re doing this
I only wish I knew
Because I know that you know
All I want is you

2008 9 (2)

Let You Go

October 18th, 2007

Every kiss
Is filled with lies
And with each one
A part of me dies
And from your lips
I feel the pain
It’s taking me over
And drives me insane
Then in your eyes
The lies are showing
And the pain doesn’t stop
It’s only growing
And I wonder
If you can feel my heart breaking
There’s something from me
That you’re taking
I gave you my love
But it wasn’t enough
Don’t you know
I’m not that tough
I want to know
What you’re thinking about
Are all your thoughts about me
Just doubt
I’m falling in love
And it’s breaking my heart
And all my world
Is falling apart
There’s still so much
That I don’t know
And I wish that I could
Let you go

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