December 14th, 2021
How can it be over
When it never started
I opened up
And you left half-hearted
Maybe this was nothing
But an illusion
You left me questions
And no conclusion
Question
Fears
March 24th, 2010
It scares me
The thought that once again I’m fooled
Because I am so naive
And vulnerable
Should I trust again
The question doesn’t leave my mind
I’m feeling so lost
I’m feeling less sain
My heart has a way
Of getting the best of me
Does this deserve the best?
Do I even have a best?
These chemicals are overwhelming
I can’t keep a thought
I can’t fight my feelings
I need this to stop
I don’t know what’s right
I’m scared of the past
I try to keep hope
But I just can’t forget
Haunting my thoughts
And I can’t let it go
These feelings are confusing me
More than you know
Should I give in
Should I take a chance
My heart is so restless
Beating out of my chest
Unresolved
January 19th, 2010
I don’t know what to think
The questions pile up
I still don’t have the answers
I guess I’ve been stood up
I’m not sure what happened
You changed then changed again
And after all that happened
We’re still not even friends
Maybe it’s my fault
Did I come on too strong
Those moments we shared all to ourselves
I guess I read those wrong
I’m searching for the answers
There’s nothing there to find
I’m grasping for some context
But I can’t read your mind
Doll Poetry 