Incomprehensible

May 13th, 2011

In the end
How do you even comprehend
How do you know what was real
It’s not how I imagined I’d feel
From the start
Did you know we’d fall apart
Did you imagine this would be it
How easy love is to forget
In the middle
Communication begins to dwindle
Feelings begin to fade
My love cast into shade
Right before
No longer so sure
The loss of allure
I don’t want this anymore
At this time
I know you crossed the line
I feel like I lost half my heart
Did you want us to fall apart
In the end
I could no longer pretend
And I can’t even look at you
With everything you’ve put me through

Dreaming For Reality

December 13th, 2021

I thought I was past this
But here I am again
Longing for more
And holding it in
I thought I was wiser
But maybe I’m wrong
I still bite my tongue
And pretend to go along
I thought I was content
Now I know it’s not true
I’ll chase some new dreams
Because it’s been overdue

Move

December 12th, 2009

You have to know I write about you
There’s no way that you don’t
I’d say I’d let you read this
But I know that I won’t
I’d say I don’t look for you
But we both know that’s not true
Every time you’re around me
I don’t know what to do
I’m counting down the days
Until we make this move
Maybe I won’t see you
But what would that prove
I know that this is wrong
But I want to know your feelings
But what if I don’t want to hear
The information you’d be revealing
We go back and forth
Like this is some kind of game
And I don’t know that it’s not
And what if you feel the same
We are getting so close
What happens when this ends
Do we move on like it never happened
And continue to pretend

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