Pain

July 25th, 2005

*Trigger Warning (Self Harm)*

Pain, pain, just go away
You’re haunting me every day
Agony with a twist
Worse than when you cut your wrist
Separation is a lie
Feelings, feelings, say goodbye
Hollowness in my head
Venom kiss in my bed
Touch of death, I’m going to scream
Can’t stand working with a team
Trapped in my room, stuck in the mess
Screaming over stupid stress
For a while the pain is gone
For a while it’s all done
With a scream it all comes back
This time I’ve decided to attack
As the blood flows I’m not surprised
Never again will I open my eyes

My Word

July 23rd, 2005

Cross my heart
‘Til I die
Look of hatred
In your eye
Kept my word
As long as I could
Left it in that spot
Where you stood
Memories of it
Will always remain
Nothing there
Will be the same

WTH

July 14th, 2005

You think I’m weak and useless
But I still have my mind
Thinking I could trust you
Makes me feel so blind
Losing myself
And I want to scream
Crying like hell
What does this mean