Pain

Alive

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July 13th, 2009

Fake as plastic
Real as pain
These unhappy thoughts
Run through my veins
They spread around
They make me feel
It hurts to know
It’s just too real
And there you are
Acting like I’m not here
You said you’d be the one who gets hurt
But that was me, my dear
I’m screaming so loud
Please just let me go
It’ll be a secret
No one needs to know
Closer to the edge
Heart beating stronger
And all that I thought was real
Couldn’t be wronger
Fake as the lies you spread
Real as the pain you put me through
Sinking in like quicksand
So slowly with nothing I can do
Story of my life
I can’t believe you lied
So slowly you killed me
But I’ve never felt more alive than when I died

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Her Name

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May 20th, 2009

Her name does no justice
to the pain she’s inflicting

Her words and her actions
always contradicting

I’ve never heard lies
that penetrated me so badly

Whispering to me
it all ends so sadly

Too many emotions
caused none to be returned

This end must have been
something I’ve earned

I’ve never felt hate
like that which rages from you

And as you turned away
there was nothing I could do

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Free

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August 21st, 2008

I don’t want your all
I just want you
You don’t have to change
I’ll still stay true
Because I love you
That’s a feeling I can’t abstain
And it’s okay if I hurt
It’s only pain
Pain is an emotion
And emotions you can overcome
Push them to the side
Don’t let them know who you’ve become
I can free myself
I’ll fly away like a bird
But I’m always coming back
I will never learn
You matter too much
I wish you could see
It’s complicated
And it will always be
Because not much matters more
Than love to me

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