The months fly by
It’s so easy to forget
That as the calendar changes
It comes with new regrets
With a new year
There is not a new me
And no matter what I do
I am my reality
I was searching for myself
But I wasn’t enough
I turned to the wrong people
They left me all mixed up
You can’t leave
And not say goodbye
I pretend that I’m okay
But I still wonder why
You can’t cut me off
I know I’m worth more
You treated me like dirt
Yet I can’t lock the door
I hold on to memories
I want to let go
I’ll love the people who hurt me
Until I am hollow
You never answer when I call
You don’t catch me when I fall
You never helped guide me on my way
You just left me and pretended it was okay
Left me standing in the middle of the road
You taught me always to do what I was told
Thanks for trying to help me
You just guided me into insanity
[Chorus:]
Couldn’t you have at least said why
Couldn’t you have at least said goodbye
Couldn’t you have been here when I needed you
Because best friends always help you through
I thought we were best friends
But are we at our end?
You said that you would love me forever
Then you cracked under the pressure
[Chorus:]
Couldn’t you have at least said why
Couldn’t you have at least said goodbye
Couldn’t you have been here when I needed you
Because best friends always help you through
That’s not all, that’s not all
You could at least catch me when I fall
Or helped guide me on my way
But don’t leave me because it’s not okay
It’s hard for me to say What’s becoming of this day Never knowing what to do I always end up running back to you
[Chorus:] Hey, I was dreaming of you Late last night (oh) I was in love with you But now that feeling’s gone Never knowing what to say It’s like you ditched me every day My heart is beating uncontrollably I’m going to cry It’s time to say goodbye To all of my feelings that have been unleashed Lock them in a cage, get out of this stupid stage All of this happened because you said goodbye
Maybe I could at least say sorry But the pain you put me through isn’t over I’m always crying over this but it happened months ago It’s hard to forget all your twisted lies
I wish I could lock them up in a cage Why am I stuck in this stupid stage Water dripping from my eyes so much like a faucet My dreams are missing in action
[Chorus:] Hey, I was dreaming of you Late last night (oh) I was in love with you But now that feeling’s gone Never knowing what to say It’s like you ditched me every day My heart is beating uncontrollably I’m going to cry It’s time to say goodbye To all of my feelings that have been unleashed Lock them in a cage, get out of this stupid stage All of this happened because you said goodbye
Maybe you could have said sorry And maybe I would have forgave you But that’s all for now Never say sorry It means nothing Goodbye
Goodbye Goodbye Sorry means nothing Goodbye
My heart is beating really fast My hands are getting sweaty Will this moment ever last Holding on is getting hard Why is life like this
[Chorus:] Hey, I was dreaming of you Late last night (oh) I was in love with you But now that feeling’s gone Never knowing what to say It’s like you ditched me every day My heart is beating uncontrollably I’m going to cry It’s time to say goodbye To all of my feelings that have been unleashed Lock them in a cage, get out of this stupid stage All of this happened because you said goodbye
Note: I found some older writing, mostly songs, on my computer. I will be posting these the remainder of this month – feel free to laugh at my teenage angst!
Doll Poetry 