Crazy

Taking Over Me

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September 29th, 2005

I’ll give you my answer when you make me see
Why I should forgive you for messing with me
I thought I could trust you all along
Until the trust broke, and hate made me write this song

[Chorus:]
I really thought you were the one, the one for me
But now that we are finally done, I can actually see
That I was blinded by the love, and dumb to not see
That all your lies were taking over me

Forgive and forget is what you want me to do
I’d have to be crazy to forgive you
You thought it was funny to break my heart
You thought it was funny to watch me fall apart
You thought I would never see
That all this time you were so wrong for me

[Chorus:]
I really thought you were the one, the one for me
But now that we are finally done, I can actually see
That I was blinded by the love, and dumb to not see
That all your lies were taking over me

It used to be I was nothing to you and you were everything to me
Now you’re nothing to me, yet I’m everything to you
Why don’t you remember the past, just try to see
Then forget about the part where you thought you loved me

[Chorus:]
I really thought you were the one, the one for me
But now that we are finally done, I can actually see
That I was blinded by the love, and dumb to not see
That all your lies were taking over me

Forget the past and all that I said
Forget all the memories in your head
Once you forget, maybe you’ll see
You never really had any feelings for me

[Chorus:]
I really thought you were the one, the one for me
But now that we are finally done, I can actually see
That I was blinded by the love, and dumb to not see
That all your lies were taking over me

 

2005 (7)

“You”

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February 19th, 2007

I close my eyes and I imagine “you.” “You” and me. What do I mean by “you” and me – I do not know. I don’t know who “you” is. I’ve lost it, the feelings I used to know so well. All gone. All washed down the drain. Missing. I fade away from my heart. It can’t break if it’s not being used. So don’t use me. “You.” The unknown. So distant. But I want “you.” I want to know “you.” I want to love “you.” “You.” My secret. I don’t know “you.” But forever “you” is all that is on my mind. Perfection trapped in imagination. Love that is stopped at a limit. Someday I will meet “you.” Someday I will know “you.” Someday I will love “you.” Someday “you” will hurt me. Someday “you” will break my heart. But for now, “you” is no one. “You” is just my imagination. “You” is nothing more than pixels formed on the computer screen typed from my fingertips. “You.” Trapped in my brain. “You” is no one. Maybe I am crazy, but I need “you”. I need to meet “you,” I need to know “you,” I need to love “you.” For once I have met “you,” I will truly understand. I will finally end my wondering. “You” will complete me. “You.” Such strange letters. Why – oh – you. “You.” My mind has created “you.” Someday “you” will be more than imagination. I still want to know who “you” will be. Maybe “you” will read this. Until then, “you” is no one. “You.” No one. Nothing. “You,” My love. No one. “You.”

2007 (3)

Fine

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May 31st, 2018

What do I feel
I’m not sure I know
I carry this burden
Because I can’t let it go
A glimpse of hope
I watch disappear
I’d say that I’m okay
But I am nowhere near
What are these feelings
I’m not sure
To decode inside my head
Is nothing but a blur
This is an emergency
That no one can solve
And the more I try to change
The issue evolves
All strings are attached
I don’t want to play
If you get too close
I always push away
So what is the problem
They always ask
Maybe they won’t think I’m crazy
If I put on a mask
So I will smile
And say I’m fine
Everyone should know
Never to trust that line