Flying By

August 25th, 2009

You took me by surprise
I can barely hide this with a lie
And once I speak to you
Maybe I will know what to do

And I can’t hide the fact
My thoughts just aren’t exact
And realistically I don’t know you at all
So why did I let myself fall

[Chorus:]
Spinning in circles as I’m waiting for you
I just needed somebody to turn to
Who are you cause I can’t deny
When we talk time keeps flying by

My identity’s gone just from talking to you
Nothing seems to be what I’m used to
I feel all giggly like a kid
I don’t even know what you did

[Chorus:]
Spinning in circles as I’m waiting for you
I just needed somebody to turn to
Who are you cause I can’t deny
When we talk time keeps flying by

You found something I lost inside myself
And I wouldn’t want to put up with anybody else
Maybe things aren’t so strange
Life keeps giving me chances to change

[Chorus:]
Spinning in circles as I’m waiting for you
I just needed somebody to turn to
Who are you cause I can’t deny
When we talk time keeps flying by

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I Will Fall Asleep At Night

August 18th, 2009

Have you ever been confused
And been told that it’s alright
But you know that it’s not
Cause it keeps you up at night

Have you ever looked in the mirror
Not knowing who you were
And every one that mattered
Just made you more unsure

[Chorus:]
Looking in the mirror
What’s wrong with my eyes
Hard to imagine
I broke down to cry
I thought I was stronger
Just like you thought you were right
And once you’re gone
I will fall asleep at night

Did it even matter
I let you close to me
It was hard at first
But then I told you everything

You saw me when I was weak
Didn’t bother to make me strong
And you put me down again
To prove you’re the one who’s wrong

[Chorus:]
Looking in the mirror
What’s wrong with my eyes
Hard to imagine
I broke down to cry
I thought I was stronger
Just like you thought you were right
And once you’re gone
I will fall asleep at night

I can’t stand you at all
I could never stand your lies
So I didn’t even care
Every time I saw you cry

I won’t give you more attention
I’ve given you enough
And as weak as I was
You’re the one who made me tough

[Chorus:]
Looking in the mirror
What’s wrong with my eyes
Hard to imagine
I broke down to cry
I thought I was stronger
Just like you thought you were right
And once you’re gone
I will fall asleep at night

Colorblind

August 17th, 2009

Started out just like a song
I thought we both would sing along
Happily ever after – just like a movie
Feeling good while the beat flows through me

I didn’t want there to be an end
I didn’t want you to be less than a friend
Sat up at night just thinking things through
I was so in love with you

[Chorus:]
Music notes float around the air
The color green is everywhere
I used to have you on my mind
But now I’m only colorblind

You were my favorite song on repeat
Fell in love with the words and beat
The song ended and so did we
At first, it was too hard to see

[Chorus:]
Music notes float around the air
The color green is everywhere
I used to have you on my mind
But now I’m only colorblind

I used to think about you at night
Scared that things wouldn’t turn out right
Scared that you wouldn’t sing along
And you f***** up cause you were wrong

Sometimes I wish I had never met you
But I think it was important to
You taught me lessons that I needed to know
So I am glad that you let go

[Chorus:]
Music notes float around the air
The color green is everywhere
I used to have you on my mind
But now I’m only colorblind

Note: I am very aware that I’m not a singer, and I mess up a lot in my video. However, I used to be so eager to post things I just wrote that I would upload them as is. I was brave, and I’m not ashamed of that!