You Won’t

April 11th, 2009

You will
You will
You will
You won’t
You say you do
But then you don’t

You love
You love
You love
You hate
You trick my mind
To think it’s fate

You speak
You speak
You speak
You lie
You make me numb
And want to cry

You’re real
You’re real
You’re real
You’re fake
I’m on the path
Of another heart break

2009 (31)

Fiction

July 1st, 2019

The words don’t leave my pencil
You must be satisfied
Because I bottled up my feelings
And I buried them alive
I don’t want any pity
There must be some confusion
I am more than my own story
And your fictitious disillusion
You pretend that you know me
When all you know is your perception
So I gave myself a new identity
And stepped away from your rejection
But you send me right back to that place
Like I’m a scared little kid
Because you still hold that power
When you refuse to admit what you did
So you can write your own narrative
And you can convince yourself it’s true
But no matter how you conclude this
I will never forgive you