Catch-22

January 25th, 2018

I hear these ideas in my head
And all of them seem wrong
I try to live life day-by-day
To move the time along
I think I need to slow things down
I’m too ahead of my mind
Everything is unresolved
And there’s no solution left to find
I’m asking the same questions
Because the answers always change
I know we think the same things
From the looks we both exchange
Our year is ending soon
An answer was never found
So maybe I’ll leave it alone
And just live in the profound

Rage

January 18th, 2018

I’m pissed off, I’m angry
I’m bubbling inside
I can’t be around you
Just please let me hide
I make up excuses
But you don’t deserve one
You think this is a game
Yet it’s not any fun
I’m helpless around you
You have me in scrambles
I don’t know what to say
I do nothing but ramble
I’m falling to pieces
And I see you don’t care
I’m clenching my fists
But I wouldn’t dare
I wrote you a note
But I threw it away
You don’t even respond
When I only said hey
So I cried all my tears
And I’m over it
But if you push me again
I might make the first hit

Flushed

January 10th, 2018

How long will this go on
I just can’t find an end
I’m stressing over someone
Who’s not even my friend
I keep my walls up
And you seem to push on through
I would be happy if it was
Anyone but you
This year is flying by
We’re already two weeks in
But the start was just so near
And we’re already at an end
I’m looking for a way to slow
These things before they’re gone
I’m looking for my mind to separate
What’s right from all that’s wrong
I don’t think you have the answers
Or even have a clue
I put my faith in someone else
I don’t know what to do
I’ve given all of me
There’s nothing else to hold
This game is at the end
And it’s time for me to fold