Those Dang Dolls

August 16th, 2017

Don’t play with me
I’m not a toy
I am fragile
And you’re a boy
Porcelain skinned
Cursed to live
Half hearted smile
But so much to give
What do I do
I’m only a Doll
Pushed to my limits
I still put in my all
I’m lost in this world
I just need my space
I’m just that dang Doll
That can’t find her place


August 1st, 2017

I thought I had an idea
Of what was going on
But now there’s awkward silence
And everything feels wrong
I thought we were on the same page
But I guess your page has turned
And when you pretend I’m not around
I feel like I’ve been burned
We had an agreement
But you refused to sign
And since the situation changed
I’ve felt nothing but declined
This all ended too soon
But it never had a start
And although it was an idea
You let it fall apart


July 25th, 2017

What do you see
When you close your eyes
I can’t see behind
Your web of lies
What do you feel
When you look at me
You’re my mother
And all I feel is deceit
Why do you say
The things that you do
All you want is pity
But I don’t feel bad for you