Truth

April 18th, 2018

I don’t know where I stand
I feel so confused
I know I’ve said this before
But I’ve never felt so used
Everyone got what they wanted
They’ve taken everything from me
I don’t know how I feel
I think I’ve been left empty
I gave up pieces of myself
That I didn’t know exist
And from a small group of friends
Another was removed from my list
Did I do this to myself
Have I ruined it all
Am I cutting out more people
The further I step away from Doll
I have a lot to consider
Does it have to be this way
That there’s no one to trust
And this is the price I pay

Forever Young

April 5th, 2018

It was Justin, it was Sarah
Now we’re talking about Aaron
They were all so young
My heart is feeling barren

And two years have been a challenge
There was no way to prepare
I’m getting married without my best man
How is that any fair

And I was so proud of her
She never held back what she needed to say
She had just turned twenty
When her life was taken away

And I had just talked to him
He could always make me laugh
It’s weird to not see him everyday
When he was always part of our staff

And I’ve worked with them all
Their lives had just begun
They had so much left to do
But now they’re forever young