January 13th, 2010
It whispered to me last night
I know it’s only words
I’m driving myself crazy
But you don’t know what I heard
What would’ve happened if it stayed
It just went by so fast
What else would I have known
Besides good things never last
August 1st, 2023
It’s been seven months since I last saw you
I play that evening on repeat
And the things I once ignored about you
I see as red flags in new guys I meet
It’s been five months since we had plans
When you chose to ghost
You had nothing you could offer me
But I wanted you the most
I haven’t heard a word from you
You gave me no explanation
I’ve acclimated to this pit in my stomach
While you live in vindication
I guess that’s what happens when you meet online
I can’t believe it’s already been a year
You made me feel things I wasn’t ready for
I don’t know why I’m still here
January 24th, 2023
The euphoria I feel with you
It’s like I am on a high
But then I hit my comedown
And it makes me wonder why
The first time you told me you missed me
I thought you were full of sh*t
But when you whispered it to me
I thought you might have meant it
The signals you give to me
I don’t know when to go
The red light is still on
But do I proceed because you said so
I don’t know what you want from me
Your actions don’t match what you said
That I was getting too comfortable with you
When I think that was you instead
Doll Poetry 