Truth

I Feel Bad For Maddie

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February 23rd, 2024

I once had a friend
But he made it something more
I was okay with that
I had feelings to explore

But he wasn’t who
I had believed him to be
Cause I found out the truth
Now I feel bad for Maddie

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Maddie, Maddie
He never mentioned her
Maddie, Maddie
Don’t know how this occurred

I don’t know what to think
I thought he was my friend
Who moved on to another girl
I thought that was the end

But he’s a narcissist
I thought the problem was me
Except he had a girlfriend
And I feel bad for Maddie

[Chorus:]
Maddie, Maddie
He never mentioned her
Maddie, Maddie
Don’t know how this occurred

Here we go again
Another guy who lies
But I found out the truth
And now he can’t deny

How many girls were there
I know at one point three
I hope she knows the truth
Cause I feel bad for Maddie

[Chorus:]
Maddie, Maddie
He never mentioned her
Maddie, Maddie
Don’t know how this occurred

Maddie, Maddie
I swear I didn’t know
Maddie, Maddie
I hope you’ve let him go

My Insecurities

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August 24th, 2023

The people I spend my time with
Don’t care to know me
I spend my days surrounded
But I still feel so lonely
I worry my friends only talk to me
Out of obligation
And the guys I like only see me
Because I’m the only one accepting their invitation
Or maybe it’s my broken mind
I surround myself with strangers
Longing for a connection I’ve never had
But letting someone too close presents danger
I’m raw, I’m real
These feelings only worsen
I’m a chore to the wrong people
And it’s always the wrong person
I need to face my truth
That I buried deep within
I’ll tell you how I feel
After crying from holding it in
Maybe I should run away
Leave while I still have dignity
Since I wonder if you are only in my life
Because I’m in proximity
I do more for people
Than they would ever do for me
And when I face the truth
I’m the reason I’ll never be happy