Time

Shelved

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November 15th, 2018

My tears are on edge
But I can’t let them fall
I am stronger than this
I’m not some fragile doll
You could have told me
I’m braver than you think
But you cut me off like split ends
Before I could even blink
My heart is broken
But that won’t make you stay
And although I’ve cried no tears
It doesn’t mean that I’m okay
You’re just like the ocean
Your waves come and go
And after all this time
You’re someone I don’t know
But now that you are gone
I’ll find comfort by myself
Because you’re just another story
Left to sit on my shelf

Time

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January 2nd, 2007

Time was closing in
All I did was breathe to ease the pain
But as every second passed
I could feel I was growing insane
I knew about my heart
It was growing so cold
And all these memories I hold
They are growing so old
So I take a deep breath
And see what’s been left behind
Because now that it’s passed
I can’t just push rewind
My heart’s been left empty
And there’s no going back
And I’m never going to find it
Everything my heart lacks
And it’s all gone
It’s disappeared in the past
And don’t take time for granted
Because time never lasts

2007 (7)

Special Nobody

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July 9th, 2006

I’m a tangled mess
When it comes to me and you
And with all my worthless feelings
There’s nothing left to do
With a face full of tears
I fall to the floor
And with my screaming and yelling
I want nothing more
I always feel like
I’m invisible to everybody
This whole time
I’ve been waiting for a special nobody
Someone to help me
Escape my destiny
Someone who will save me
From this insanity
For the longest time
I’ve never believed in fate
I’d change my past
But it’s way too late
Sometimes I wish
I’d never met you at all
Sometimes I feel
Like I’m some stupid Doll
And I can’t help
But still feel the way I do
Even though nothing will ever happen
Between me and you
Happily ever after
Is all nothing but lies
Because after the ending
Is when the happiness dies
Without knowing it
I’ve always been waiting for you
Without showing it
I think about all the things you do
Without wanting it
These feelings take over me
And all that’s left over
Is our reality

2006 (4)