Lightning Thunder ⚡

August 15th, 2005

I feel the lightning running through my veins
I know these thoughts are driving me insane
I can’t help but wish they were all dead
I can’t help but let these thoughts haunt my head

I feel like I’m all broken up inside
I can’t help but misplace all my pride
I can’t help but feel like dying every day
And every single second wastes my time away

[Chorus:]
I feel like I’m dying from the inside out
I can’t help but feeling like I always need to shout
I want to scream until my face turns blue
And maybe then – I will – forget about you

Lightning, thunder, take my pain away
Come on baby make my day
I’m sitting here and wondering why
I can’t help it, I know I’m gonna die

Here I am, all alone
With all my feelings that go unshown
I’m lying here and I’m dying this way
So pull the trigger and take my pain away

[Chorus:]
I feel like I’m dying from the inside out
I can’t help but feeling like I always need to shout
I want to scream until my face turns blue
And maybe then – I will – forget about you

It’s only normal to feel this way
It’s the feeling I’m feeling every day
Drifting away, far at sea
All these feelings are taking over me

[Chorus:]
I feel like I’m dying from the inside out
I can’t help but feeling like I always need to shout
I want to scream until my face turns blue
And maybe then – I will – forget about you

 

2005 (11)

Trust You

August 4th, 2005

I believed in the lies
And denied the truth
Why am I surprised
I should’ve known better than to trust you

[Chorus:]
I really thought you were my friend
But I was wrong
You brought this friendship to an end
Yeah I found out
I really thought that I could trust you

Maybe I was blind
I just couldn’t see
It was always right in front of me
Guys can be jerks
Girls can be too
Trust can be broken between me and you

[Chorus:]
I really thought you were my friend
But I was wrong
You brought this friendship to an end
Yeah I found out
I really thought that I could trust you

Dreams have been shattered
Nothing else mattered
I’m losing my mind
And I’ve never felt this blind

[Chorus:]
I really thought you were my friend
But I was wrong
You brought this friendship to an end
Yeah I found out
I really thought that I could trust you

 

2005 (6)

Meticulous

January 4th, 2019

I’m a detail oriented person
I schedule all my plans
And the more I think that I’m on track
The further I feel that I am
I drafted a five-year plan
And I’m over half way through
My list is almost complete
Now I don’t know what to do
Five years seemed like a lot
I guess I never thought further
I don’t know what to do
Once my list is all over
What if I don’t finish
What if I get lost on my path
I’m not prepared for these decisions
Or what happens if I get off track
I’ve followed the directions
But navigating is not my expertise
And my GPS signal is lost
Life gives nothing guaranteed
So I’m waiting for the wrench
Or maybe it was already thrown
Only two years time will tell
To resolve my unknown