Disclosure

October 1st, 2011

Another night
Alone with my thoughts
I can’t win this fight
I guess I forgot
In my head
It all goes wrong
This can’t be right
I need to stay strong
I feel it in my head
But not in my heart
All my fears
And I’m falling apart
Mixed up
My past left me this way
And alone with my thoughts
Is how I will stay
I want to tell you
I want you to care
But the comfort to speak
Just isn’t there

Thoughts

September 15th, 2011

The words are in my head
But they’re nothing I can say
My mind lost in thoughts
You carry me away
I’m all mixed up
The words aren’t coming out
Why can’t I say these things
The words won’t leave my mouth

I Love You

August 28th, 2011

I like our phone conversations
Very few
But very long
I like hearing your voice
When I’m half asleep
Making me wish you were here
Like in the days
And early nights
Wrapping your arms around me
Holding me tight
You make things feel right
With your lips on mine
Or my cheek
My neck
You changed my life
I was a wreck
I thank you for that
Though you might not know
You make me happy
I hope it shows
You don’t leave my mind
Filled in thoughts
I wonder about you
Quite a lot
Some things unclear
I wanted to know how you feel
And when you said it
I couldn’t believe it was real
You love me too much
I didn’t know what to say
My mind lost in thoughts
So carried away
I haven’t forgot
These words in my head
You’re still on my mind
With these words left unsaid
They should speak for themself
But if you don’t know
I love you
Please don’t let me go