Dry On My Skin

January 28th, 2008

You push me away
Then you pull me back in
I can’t get you out of my head
When you’re under my skin
This game that you’re playing
Is so unfair
But as long as you’re happy
I don’t care
Though you’re moving on
And I hold my feelings in
The tears form in my eyes
Then they dry on my skin
You put me back together
Just to rip me apart
And you know what you’re doing
You’re toying with my heart
And why you’re doing this
I only wish I knew
Because I know that you know
All I want is you

2008 9 (2)

Special Nobody

July 9th, 2006

I’m a tangled mess
When it comes to me and you
And with all my worthless feelings
There’s nothing left to do
With a face full of tears
I fall to the floor
And with my screaming and yelling
I want nothing more
I always feel like
I’m invisible to everybody
This whole time
I’ve been waiting for a special nobody
Someone to help me
Escape my destiny
Someone who will save me
From this insanity
For the longest time
I’ve never believed in fate
I’d change my past
But it’s way too late
Sometimes I wish
I’d never met you at all
Sometimes I feel
Like I’m some stupid Doll
And I can’t help
But still feel the way I do
Even though nothing will ever happen
Between me and you
Happily ever after
Is all nothing but lies
Because after the ending
Is when the happiness dies
Without knowing it
I’ve always been waiting for you
Without showing it
I think about all the things you do
Without wanting it
These feelings take over me
And all that’s left over
Is our reality

2006 (4)

All Been Done

December 6th, 2004

Oh I feel so bad today
I’m on my way back to San Jose
Catching teardrops from my eyes
Watching them fall from the skies – above

[Chorus:]
My hopes are gone, and I wipe my eyes
Knowing life’s just a surprise
Life’s a game that has been won
So what’s left to do when it’s all been done – yeah

Oh – what to do
I can’t even breathe
I’ve fallen for you
I’m looking around
But no one’s there
Why doesn’t anyone care

Life’s a game that has been won
And everything has all been done
When you think there’s nothing left to do
Remember that I fell for you

[Chorus:]
My hopes are gone, and I wipe my eyes
Knowing life’s just a surprise
Life’s a game that has been won
So what’s left to do when it’s all been done – yeah

Breathing slowly as I exit the house
Being as quiet as a mouse
Hoping you will know where I am
Closing the door so it won’t slam

Looking around but you’re still not here
Sliding closer to my fear
Dreams will die and memories will fade
Sitting alone in the shade – of the moon

[Chorus:]
My hopes are gone, and I wipe my eyes
Knowing life’s just a surprise
Life’s a game that has been won
So what’s left to do when it’s all been done – yeah

Should I have told you to come
No one can be number one
When you think there’s nothing left to do
Just remember I fell for you

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