Lucid

August 26th, 2019

It was a dream
But I was awake
Alone with these memories
I couldn’t fake
I looked at you
And in your eyes
I never thought
You’d tell me lies
I wore my innocence
My heart on my sleeve
You wore deception
And I wanted to believe
That I felt safe
Away from danger
I thought I knew you
But you were a stranger
You lit me up
And I felt the fire
Then I got burned
By the greed of desire
And in that night
You made your bed
Laid yourself down
And rested your head
I tried the same
But I couldn’t sleep
My devastation played
Again on repeat
I never knew you
Now I must grieve
A loss that only
I perceived

Our Conversations

May 2nd, 2008

I know you noticed me
And yes, I noticed you too
We spoke some words today
But more I couldn’t pull through
I miss our conversations
But these words are too hard to speak
And now your words mean nothing
When before they made me weak
I cried some tears today
But no more than one or two
Just because it’s over now
Just because it’s completely through
It really hit me today
But it happened so long ago
And when we pass each other
It’s something nobody would know

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Acquaintance

December 17th, 2018

So many people to meet everyday
That many people could never stay
So many memories that I replay
In red plaid I ran away
So many people left to meet
But I have grown so obsolete
In my head it just repeats
I’ve been carried away by my feet
So many strangers that I see
So much to say in poetry
I’ll let them know this side of me
Because in my words I’ll be set free