Stay

My Bones

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January 20th, 2011

Her hair was red
Just like fire
She was my weakness
My desire
She led me to my bed
Then left me all alone
Things never felt right
When I was all alone
Her red hair went away
She never wanted to stay
I loved her
And she let me slip away
I wasn’t a priority
My pain was cause I cared
But any time I needed you
You were never there
I let you play my heart
I let you in my head
I loved you to my bones
But you f*cked me over instead
I didn’t want you anymore
But now my hair is red
And you’re no longer here
So I take her to my bed

Alone (With You)

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January 19th, 2011

I dream of you
What if it’s true
What if we were meant to be
Just you and me
But it’s only a dream
And I wake up alone
And I’m still at home
And you’re gone
Your lips were so close
Now so far away
I don’t know where they went
I don’t know where they lay
I know you’ve seen me
I know you stare
But so far away
You’re never there
Do you think of me
The way that I do
Or am I alone
Are you alone too
I don’t know you
I only wish I did
You’re the kind of person
I just can’t forget
You’re engraved in my mind
I can always see you smile
And when you’re gone
It’s only for a while
Cause down the street
That’s where you stay
And though it’s close
You’re too far away

It Doesn’t Matter

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December 13th, 2010

It doesn’t matter
How many people are around
I feel so empty
Drowned in the sound
I feel so distant
So far away
And no matter how close
I’m too far to stay
It doesn’t matter though
These people aren’t real
And even if they were
They don’t care how I feel
They don’t know how to love
They don’t know how to see
And in this lonely dark world
I’m still nobody
It doesn’t matter
It’s always been this way
The people don’t care
They don’t want to stay
Nobody cares
But I grew up this way
With no one around
There’s no need to run away
The mirror is my company
The mirror is so fake
The mirror is not my friend
The mirror deserves to break
I like contusions
I know that they’re real
I can see the pain
It’s something that can heal
I don’t like attachment
I don’t like to know
If they get too close
I have to let go
It doesn’t matter though
I grew up this way
Always alone
I don’t know how to stay
It doesn’t matter though
Everyone is fake
All alone
The mirror watches me break