Walk Away

September 2nd, 2008

You can’t make me love you
And I can’t make you too
But it’s a little too late
Because I already love you
And I don’t know what to do
Cause I missed how this started
But I know how it’ll end
I’ll still be broken hearted
And I’m afraid of the future
But it’s too late to go back
When I know in my heart
That I’m everything you lack
And I feel so empty
I feel so dead
All these thoughts are controlling
Taking over my head
I don’t know what to do
Because I know you don’t care
And I know that when I’m hurting
It’s you that won’t be there
I can’t take this anymore
How much longer am I expected to stay
Because every time I turn around
You don’t let me walk away

2008 2

Love Was Not Enough

September 20th, 2006

Why did you lie and hurt me again
Why did I ever let this begin
All I did was give you my heart
But you took the time to break it apart
Why do I believe you when you’re lying
In the end, I end up crying
You’re breaking me, I’m going insane
Loving you causes so much pain
Then when I look into your eyes
I forget my heart and believe your lies
I don’t know why, but I love you
I wished you felt the same way too
Please stop this pain that’s breaking my heart
Why did I ever let this start
We’re drifting further every day
Are you just going to leave me this way
I don’t know what I’m going to do
Was love not enough for you?

Love Was Not Enough (Part II)

2006 (2)

Confidant

January 2nd, 2018

Here’s to starting something new
But I don’t know what to write
I hold so much inside
And it keeps me up at night
Am I being honest with myself
Or do I not know what I want
The reasons have piled up
Why this is my confidant
I’m running out of people
That I can tell the truth
I watch them slip away
As I’m aging out of youth
My head spins in confusion
My heart is falling behind
I’m trying to break free
But I’m feeling so confined
I keep reaching out for help
They all watch me as I drown
I don’t know what to do
These thoughts will bring me down