Asphyxiate

March 21st, 2018

I don’t know what friendship means
If it’s not okay to feel hurt
I don’t know who you are
Or when you turned into this jerk
You put the knife in my back
And you gave it a turn
Then you set my world on fire
And left me there to burn
You know that I’m already sick
And it’s painful to be alive
That I fight these urges every day
Because I don’t want to die
Yet you hand me the rope
And you bring me a chair
Then you leave me alone
Because you never cared

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June 6th, 2017

How do I go back
Forget what I thought
Remove all the memories
We don’t have a lot
This all feels so wrong
I’m sick inside
Why do I keep seeing you
Go from Jekyll to Hyde
Who are you
I don’t even know
I’m trapped in my head
I have nowhere to go
I’m hidden inside
These memories lie
I don’t want to see you
Just let it all die