Unresolved

January 19th, 2010

I don’t know what to think
The questions pile up
I still don’t have the answers
I guess I’ve been stood up
I’m not sure what happened
You changed then changed again
And after all that happened
We’re still not even friends
Maybe it’s my fault
Did I come on too strong
Those moments we shared all to ourselves
I guess I read those wrong
I’m searching for the answers
There’s nothing there to find
I’m grasping for some context
But I can’t read your mind

Unexpressed

August 13th, 2020

Putting thoughts on paper
Shouldn’t be this hard
Because when I’m with my notebook
It’s safe to drop my guard
But I leave things unresolved
In the back of my mind
Like an archived checklist
Of why I’m not fine
My thoughts are just that
They’ll never be more
But if I can’t explain it
What am I writing this for