January 28th, 2007
You don’t know
What I still feel
And all this pain
It can’t be real
I lost my voice
I’m unable to speak
And these words I can’t say
They make me weak
Look into my eyes
Before the twinkle goes away
I’ll let these feelings slip
But in my heart, they’ll always stay
And every time
I hear your name
It makes me weak
But I’m the one to blame
And these tears in my eyes
Make me unable to see
That they’re falling for you
That they’re just like me
January 2nd, 2007
Time was closing in
All I did was breathe to ease the pain
But as every second passed
I could feel I was growing insane
I knew about my heart
It was growing so cold
And all these memories I hold
They are growing so old
So I take a deep breath
And see what’s been left behind
Because now that it’s passed
I can’t just push rewind
My heart’s been left empty
And there’s no going back
And I’m never going to find it
Everything my heart lacks
And it’s all gone
It’s disappeared in the past
And don’t take time for granted
Because time never lasts
April 18th, 2006
I’m still trying to get over it
Over all the pain
Going from love to hate
Really drives you insane
All those scars
All those tears
All the memories
All the fears
Broken hearts
Bitter scream
Emptiness
Or so it seems
I don’t think there’s room again
For you inside my heart
To wreck, to kill, to break
My soul apart
My words mean nothing
Nothing to you
Because nothing I say
Ever gets through
My eyes fill with water
But I don’t cry
I’m stronger than that now
And you know why
But I’m still trying to get over it
Over all the pain
Going from love to hate
Really drives you insane
Doll Poetry 