January 29th, 2023
If your intentions were to f*ck with my head
It seems like you’ve succeeded
Asking for reconciliation with me
Only for the past to be repeated
You’re leaving messages unread
Or not doing what you said you would
And I’m losing sleep at night
Hoping that I misunderstood
I told you that I was in bad mental health
And you showed your lack of concern
I didn’t want you to be another lesson
But maybe this time I’ll learn
January 2nd, 2023
A Monday afternoon
Our lunchtime liaison
I was waiting for you
With my red nightgown on
The time ticked away
No message on my phone
I was waiting for you
But I sat there alone
The time came and went
You apologized at dusk
I was waiting for you
And then you killed the lust
December 20th, 2022
Scared to make myself vulnerable
Knowing how much I could have liked you
Trying not to ruin a good thing
Because there is no re-do
Keeping my walls up
When you’re the thing that scares me
Feeling safe with you
But getting hurt again is terrifying
Not sure where this was going
But every story has an end
So is this ours
Or will we still be friends?
Doll Poetry 