My words are lost in thoughts I’m trying to decrypt They’re jumbled up in code And I can’t read this script Twenty-four hours of nameless music I’ve left it on repeat To find the message underneath Am I being indiscreet The melody is made of letters In a language I want to know You can play to the beat of my heart I’ll be a metronome Though I am not a muse I don’t smile like Lana Del Rey But I can lose myself in the beat At the moment you press play I guess my words will never be configured And maybe this is cliche But I will listen to the lyrics Of feelings that I can’t convey
I get a little bit crazy
But nothing out of control
My minds a little bit spacy
When I’m out on my own
And I’m a little bit stupid
And I’m falling behind
And I’m a little bit complicated
Why can’t I just push rewind
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And the piles adding up
But I just can’t take that much
[Chorus:]
And I don’t know just who I am
Please figure me out
And I don’t know what to do
I’m just always in doubt
And I need some help
Please help me through
And I’ve lost everything
But am I losing you
And I’m a little lost
Never been over here
And I’m a little dizzy
Trying to get over this fear
And I lost my help
Because they let me go
And the more I ask
The more I hear no
[Pre Chorus:]
And the piles adding up
But I just can’t take that much
[Chorus:]
And I don’t know just who I am
Please figure me out
And I don’t know what to do
I’m just always in doubt
And I need some help
Please help me through
And I’ve lost everything
But am I losing you
And I find my way out
But realize I’m wrong
And I’m always confused
Have I been all along
And I thought I knew
Exactly who I was before
But moving on
I didn’t anymore
[Chorus:]
And I don’t know just who I am
Please figure me out
And I don’t know what to do
I’m just always in doubt
And I need some help
Please help me through
And I’ve lost everything
But am I losing you
[Pre Chorus:]
And the piles adding up
But I just can’t take that much
Doll Poetry 