September 27th, 2005
I want to wake up and know everything’s okay
Instead — I just slip away
Into the blackness of my heart
The closer the light, the farther apart
In the corner of my eyes I can see
The moving of my life as it’s dragging along me
In the mirror is my reflection
And in its heart is your rejection
All of my pain is reflected from me
None of it they can see
It’s all about my shattered heart
Thousands of pieces all fallen apart
September 13th, 2018
I live in a world
Of closet doors
Filled with people
Who don’t know me anymore
They don’t know me
They only knew my past
But none of that is relevant
Because life goes by so fast
So try to pretend
When none of it’s true
I’m not the same person
That you once knew
December 6th, 2004
Oh I feel so bad today
I’m on my way back to San Jose
Catching teardrops from my eyes
Watching them fall from the skies – above
[Chorus:]
My hopes are gone, and I wipe my eyes
Knowing life’s just a surprise
Life’s a game that has been won
So what’s left to do when it’s all been done – yeah
Oh – what to do
I can’t even breathe
I’ve fallen for you
I’m looking around
But no one’s there
Why doesn’t anyone care
Life’s a game that has been won
And everything has all been done
When you think there’s nothing left to do
Remember that I fell for you
[Chorus:]
My hopes are gone, and I wipe my eyes
Knowing life’s just a surprise
Life’s a game that has been won
So what’s left to do when it’s all been done – yeah
Breathing slowly as I exit the house
Being as quiet as a mouse
Hoping you will know where I am
Closing the door so it won’t slam
Looking around but you’re still not here
Sliding closer to my fear
Dreams will die and memories will fade
Sitting alone in the shade – of the moon
[Chorus:]
My hopes are gone, and I wipe my eyes
Knowing life’s just a surprise
Life’s a game that has been won
So what’s left to do when it’s all been done – yeah
Should I have told you to come
No one can be number one
When you think there’s nothing left to do
Just remember I fell for you
Doll Poetry 