Diverged

August 25th, 2024

I’m getting things together
I’m cleaning up my life
I’ve given up the idea
Of again being a wife
I’m living life solo
I think that’s meant for me
Because only by myself
Can I shape my perfect reality
At least that’s the perception
That I’ve carried all year
But now I’m feeling lonely
Not sure what reality is real
I got stuck at a fork
So I walk in the middle
I’m not sure how to navigate this
It’s like an unsolvable riddle
Will I continue the path
Of living life on my own
Or will the day come 
That I won’t be alone

Life

December 18th, 2004

I hate life
It treats me really cruel
And everyday
It takes me for a fool
I can’t hide from life
Because it’s right there by my side
And I can’t lie to life
Or it will take my pride
So I can only tell my truth
Yet all I do is sigh
The only thing left to do
Is to ask why?

Lost and Found (My Heart)

2004

I wish I could hide how I really felt
Yet everyone knows without a doubt
It’s like my eyes are clouds about to rain
It’s like I have gone insane
It’s not like I’m in love I think
It’s only you’re there everytime I blink
Although I’m not one of your kind
Will you just make up your mind
My heart skips a beat when I’m in your class
If I see you in the hall I will just pass
I hate when our eyes meet at times
I hate using these stupid rhymes
You make me cry yet I have no clue why
You’re a part of my life, this is no lie
Tear drops neither happy nor sad
This heart of mine has drove me mad
Catching rain as it falls to the ground
I left my heart in the lost and found
And when you think there’s nothing left to do
Just remember I fell for you