Special Nobody

July 9th, 2006

I’m a tangled mess
When it comes to me and you
And with all my worthless feelings
There’s nothing left to do
With a face full of tears
I fall to the floor
And with my screaming and yelling
I want nothing more
I always feel like
I’m invisible to everybody
This whole time
I’ve been waiting for a special nobody
Someone to help me
Escape my destiny
Someone who will save me
From this insanity
For the longest time
I’ve never believed in fate
I’d change my past
But it’s way too late
Sometimes I wish
I’d never met you at all
Sometimes I feel
Like I’m some stupid Doll
And I can’t help
But still feel the way I do
Even though nothing will ever happen
Between me and you
Happily ever after
Is all nothing but lies
Because after the ending
Is when the happiness dies
Without knowing it
I’ve always been waiting for you
Without showing it
I think about all the things you do
Without wanting it
These feelings take over me
And all that’s left over
Is our reality

2006 (4)

Lie To Me (Say It’s Gonna Be Alright)

July 1st, 2006

I’ve got this feeling you don’t like me
As a friend, the insanity
The strength to move on is gone
I’m not gonna be alright

So…

[Chorus:]
Lie to me, say it’s gonna be alright
Lie to me, forget me by the end of tonight
Lie to me, so I forget myself
Lie to me, and I’ll remember you as everybody else

Heartbroken, in the pouring rain
Yeah it was you, who drove me insane
So please forget me as I cry over you
Lie to me, because there’s nothing else to do

[Chorus:]
Lie to me, say it’s gonna be alright
Lie to me, forget me by the end of tonight
Lie to me, so I forget myself
Lie to me, and I’ll remember you as everybody else

I’m going to break down because of you
There’s nothing else for me to do
Break my heart, several different ways
Shattering all those sunny days

Only you can set me free from misery
So lie to me, say that you love me

[Chorus:]
Lie to me, say it’s gonna be alright
Lie to me, forget me by the end of tonight
Lie to me, so I forget myself
Lie to me, and I’ll remember you as everybody else

Twinkle

April 5th, 2006

What started a lie
Had only grew
And everyone but me
They all knew
I was trapped inside
My pitied soul
And this feeling just
Refused to let go
And love got worse
And hate grew stronger
And my thoughts about you
They couldn’t have been wronger
Cause when I looked at you
With a twinkle in my eye
You looked away
But you never told me why

2006 (5)