Write About It

November 12th, 2021

Nothing but Taylor Swift on the radio
What perfect background noise
She knows the words I want to say
But presents with much more poise
Treacherous like my playlist
I picked out these songs
Then I left it all nameless
Because I knew that it was wrong
Invisible strings tugging at my heart
I don’t respond like I should
I only imagined this in my wildest dreams
So I’ll do what Taylor Swift would

Invisibility

October 24th, 2005

It’s nothing you can see
Invisible to all but me
It’s something only I can feel
So let me go, what’s the big deal

[Chorus:]
Invisibility, the pain they can’t see
It’s invisible to all but me
It hurts so bad, feels so real
Just let me go like it’s no big deal

You hurt me, left a scar
Took the pain way too far
Time seems to run out way too fast
You left me in the shadows of your past

[Chorus:]
Invisibility, the pain they can’t see
It’s invisible to all but me
It hurts so bad, feels so real
Just let me go like it’s no big deal

So invisible, so worthless
So I lived my life just for this
So empty, so heartless
So you had to go and start this

[Chorus:]
Invisibility, the pain they can’t see
It’s invisible to all but me
It hurts so bad, feels so real
Just let me go like it’s no big deal

Just let me go – what’s the big deal?

You let me go – cause it’s no big deal…

2005

Special Nobody

July 9th, 2006

I’m a tangled mess
When it comes to me and you
And with all my worthless feelings
There’s nothing left to do
With a face full of tears
I fall to the floor
And with my screaming and yelling
I want nothing more
I always feel like
I’m invisible to everybody
This whole time
I’ve been waiting for a special nobody
Someone to help me
Escape my destiny
Someone who will save me
From this insanity
For the longest time
I’ve never believed in fate
I’d change my past
But it’s way too late
Sometimes I wish
I’d never met you at all
Sometimes I feel
Like I’m some stupid Doll
And I can’t help
But still feel the way I do
Even though nothing will ever happen
Between me and you
Happily ever after
Is all nothing but lies
Because after the ending
Is when the happiness dies
Without knowing it
I’ve always been waiting for you
Without showing it
I think about all the things you do
Without wanting it
These feelings take over me
And all that’s left over
Is our reality

2006 (4)