Love Was Not Enough

September 20th, 2006

Why did you lie and hurt me again
Why did I ever let this begin
All I did was give you my heart
But you took the time to break it apart
Why do I believe you when you’re lying
In the end, I end up crying
You’re breaking me, I’m going insane
Loving you causes so much pain
Then when I look into your eyes
I forget my heart and believe your lies
I don’t know why, but I love you
I wished you felt the same way too
Please stop this pain that’s breaking my heart
Why did I ever let this start
We’re drifting further every day
Are you just going to leave me this way
I don’t know what I’m going to do
Was love not enough for you?

Love Was Not Enough (Part II)

2006 (2)

Special Nobody

July 9th, 2006

I’m a tangled mess
When it comes to me and you
And with all my worthless feelings
There’s nothing left to do
With a face full of tears
I fall to the floor
And with my screaming and yelling
I want nothing more
I always feel like
I’m invisible to everybody
This whole time
I’ve been waiting for a special nobody
Someone to help me
Escape my destiny
Someone who will save me
From this insanity
For the longest time
I’ve never believed in fate
I’d change my past
But it’s way too late
Sometimes I wish
I’d never met you at all
Sometimes I feel
Like I’m some stupid Doll
And I can’t help
But still feel the way I do
Even though nothing will ever happen
Between me and you
Happily ever after
Is all nothing but lies
Because after the ending
Is when the happiness dies
Without knowing it
I’ve always been waiting for you
Without showing it
I think about all the things you do
Without wanting it
These feelings take over me
And all that’s left over
Is our reality

2006 (4)

Lie To Me (Say It’s Gonna Be Alright)

July 1st, 2006

I’ve got this feeling you don’t like me
As a friend, the insanity
The strength to move on is gone
I’m not gonna be alright

So…

[Chorus:]
Lie to me, say it’s gonna be alright
Lie to me, forget me by the end of tonight
Lie to me, so I forget myself
Lie to me, and I’ll remember you as everybody else

Heartbroken, in the pouring rain
Yeah it was you, who drove me insane
So please forget me as I cry over you
Lie to me, because there’s nothing else to do

[Chorus:]
Lie to me, say it’s gonna be alright
Lie to me, forget me by the end of tonight
Lie to me, so I forget myself
Lie to me, and I’ll remember you as everybody else

I’m going to break down because of you
There’s nothing else for me to do
Break my heart, several different ways
Shattering all those sunny days

Only you can set me free from misery
So lie to me, say that you love me

[Chorus:]
Lie to me, say it’s gonna be alright
Lie to me, forget me by the end of tonight
Lie to me, so I forget myself
Lie to me, and I’ll remember you as everybody else