Asphyxiate

March 21st, 2018

I don’t know what friendship means
If it’s not okay to feel hurt
I don’t know who you are
Or when you turned into this jerk
You put the knife in my back
And you gave it a turn
Then you set my world on fire
And left me there to burn
You know that I’m already sick
And it’s painful to be alive
That I fight these urges every day
Because I don’t want to die
Yet you hand me the rope
And you bring me a chair
Then you leave me alone
Because you never cared

Inexperienced

August 21st, 2017

Take your knife
And plunge it deep
Into the very core
Of my being
The light is fading
The eclipse is here
Your faith in me
Has disappeared
I aim
To prove you wrong
But maybe you were right
All along
I can’t do much
I lack the skill
So you’ll replace me
With someone who will